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Sorry..
seems
to
be
the
hardest
thing
.

This time round... its too deep within me already. too deep, too deep, too too deep.. you won't understand, you wont and no one will.. I can only undergo it all alone. seriously all by myself this time round. Sigh..

leavemeallalone
leavemeallalone
leavemeallalone

for the last time I say..

leavemeallalone,
please.

wo lei le.. take a gun and shoot me dead. Right now.
please.

Nothing in the world could bring us to where we used to be

yesterday afterwork to parkway, then to meet up cheryl.. to catch the good food over at eastcoast. hiakhiak. been decades man, and she's still so lovable. lol. good catch up, walking through & fro from macs to the ecp hawker, then to macs then cabs.. long day!!




Seeya again babe.. :)

相信你会更快乐

Anxiety = A threatening Scenario + A Belief You Can't Cope

You know baby,
I don't think I can deny that I missed You dearly

good shopping sprees today, had short time over at inter with crystie. ranted happily as usual, thank you babe, like always i will too(:

tomorrow is work. hahaha. good, cos its what that keep people going.. (: Now i wanna the weekends, damn it? But it's gona be pretty fast this coming week I guess... yay. I will work hard this coming week, promise!

How true could this be, seriously like.. super...

" For the umpteen times when you tried and tried again and again the outcome turns out to be nothing at all, it's just so demoralizing and disappointing. When things gets to the lowest, nothing seemed to be dimmer than anything else. "

WINNIE.

* 只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呢 *

Shake shake shake sister shake.:D

Friday night over to S club with them, saturday over to airport with them, slack around had popyee. I don't know how to spell that but I think it really sucks to maxico. not nice at all! Yet I do not understand why's the Q never ending.. whatever.. I stayed home night on a saturday.. It's good, been long.. and I finally got my early sleep..:) heh heh.





my hot brother e?h. lol:D


that's all.:)

Sometimes I felt like moving away... but sometimes I felt like being close, felt like inching forward... but sometimes... I really can't... I really really can't.. ):

The reality V>S The Sobber Land

Which would you prefer?

sadly, I very much prefer the sobber... to be moving away from the reality, what can be better than that? You can never find this over at The reality..
You can wake up having a new day forgeting the sobber days or you may keep it deep down the organ which pumps blood...the... heart.

I seriously can't wait to lepak infront of my lappy , lying on the bed , chilling with my grandma and doing things we enjoyed at home.. I am missing it now.. sad to say but we seems to be rushing for time badly, eversince I started my job over at changi south.. I felt that time dashed by even faster than you& I can imagine.. Of cosxz I don't deny I love this job , just that I am yet to get used to the "where is my own time" kinda thing.. Guess am more fortunate than any others lol, cos the work ends at 530(: And I've got co transport to work to lunch and to home!:D I can't wait for friday to hit man. It's gona be the long long weekends! I love! ^_^
I kind of long for long hours sleep like very soon, I've been sleeping past 12AM and wake at 7AM.. ):

And yeah, classes over at psb.. shall say I am missing it already, like I stopped going to school on wednesdays& fridays.. it's gona be empty. ): I will miss the morals from VJ.. I am going to score for the up coming exam.. for me and myself.=d

my diary is getting dead. yet to post up pictures, damn.. soon! :)

I am over at work for time being and I am waiting hard for 530PM to hit.. Yet to celebrate.. I have got class later at 7PM but it's gona be the last. Wonder how will it go.. like I bet I am going to miss it even though is like only 4 months old.. and hell.. I didn't bring my super digital._T_ My dear phone is not sick but weak over at the office upstairs.. shit. I got nothing with me & I felt like a loner here. Damn.. 45 long mintues left... actually it's quite fast, it's already wednesday... a longer weekend ahead, many cheers. Just that zinne will be going over malaysia and i gona be left here like sian kia.): Better jio me out you moonie.. =d

only if you throw me the weekend boatquey and I promise to be that happy geeker once again.


It's amazing that the office can do blogging, I never imagined. hahaha. life can't get any better like this. :D

I wrote it out big on a piece of paper and burned it all away

I shall hope very much everyday is pub day~ I super love yestaday over at auto sport, and lastly, mayeh got super hot friends, lol.

Edited

Met up with cecilia around evening to cityhall . . walked around, got the present & then.. took the cake from Jack's place. Damn irritating, they 'forgot' 'Y' 'happy' as 'happ' angry.. but aye, at least they apologise by saying they cannot do anything. -,-

met up them like 1030, went in blablabla.. initially was quite weird cos I & J is like... okie nvm, but after warming up, everything were good! ^o6 , cake cutting etc.. and cecilia improved! hahaha! congrats to you! I am still okay duh! just that when I got home like damn it, but still.. managable.. hehe. we open like 3 bottles with 1 jug. ^O6









Twenty two to you!

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( Yingting, you forever have very meaningful thing that I can't help to " " it up.. Seriously..... rocker yingting. lol )

PS: "Everyone's heartbroken nowadays,
but I mean, we all just gotta move on.
What's the point of reminiscing when
you know the person is no longer worth while;
when they're no longer who they used to be?
When their heart is somewhere else?
Do you think they still care for you,
still sit there thinking about you?"

"Because they don;t."


the colourful windmill is the most happy thing, as far as I know.. I really like it alot but you ignored it.. you ignored it.

How are you today,
I dreamt of you last night...

my new work started already, just today, good company, nice people, pleasant day:d hope this continue... like always. met the best for dinner over @ 85 today, did some catching.. missyapeeepos. I miss beebee, like always.. being home for beebee is the greatest joy, I never imagined before like this.. popo too. . <3 ^^
44* tonight..

my family will be about beebee. the new lurve. :d


















beebee gona become a part of me.....

Monday madness parkway, chaichee technopark, changi village, loyang.
Tuesday crazy kaki bukit sucks, parkway.


It's too insane to travel round and round the east for like hours under the hot burning sun , location after location. bitch...

Total crap. why am I feeling all so screwed up, boiling, pissed. I don;t know. but I knew it too much that this isn't at all about jealousy. It was about the friendship you talked to me about.

for characters. 1 disappointing meaning.

重色轻友

usual sunday , usual mundane weekend spent lazily at home. got home around 10 am, overnight at JR place.. I do not know what to type today/ so.. BYE.


如果有爱 一定会被心动。

Friday night was a long one.. Over to sakae with dear , Ron& Hao. Aftrwhich we intentionally wana walked from TM to bedok, half way through the heels were killing so too bad, we cabbed. Got home bathe& all headed to school already... After school to BQ with cecilia & guys. It was good! I always love BQ !

























<3*

Following saturday, she came over to my place chill slack & all..=)




Happy Cecilia Day.

明日幸福靠今天。

" humans are ugly, don't understand why are we doing things we do not know what is it of about, money, reputation, fame... they r actually materials that are empty "

What is running through your mind when you hit on the trackmild?

hey moon, bring me over to hongkong tonight, grant me another l-i-f-e-a-w-a-y please, Beg you my girl...

Embarked on a new journey tomorrow. yes, tomorrow. It will be a perfect start

Let me see what I did for entire today.. I woke early enough to market with the mother, afterwhich had breakfast, read newspaper, got home and I don't know what I did.. I just did like this, till now. Like wtf, super slack isn't it.. damn. . But I managed to sent afew resume to here& there co. but like stupid.. It's the weekends and they need a break. _T_ I also managed to develope over 60 photographs. HoHo. I gona throw me with many many more gigantic albums:D I super no life la, fuck, FUCK. I don't know what came about me, I became this no life. And this isn;t like me, I don't like it , I don't enjoy it, I don't care. The coming week gona be better, gna be hot. I am going boatquey, I don't care anymore...

I understand is friday tonight.... but so, I fucking hell got nothing, everyone is out there having fun, chill & all.. But I am home.. alone, with nothingness. This is fucking bad, I hate the feelings, today.

x0xo

steamboat with my family, had it for our maid, ( hari raya ) , belated birthday , and most importantly day for us to gather.. (: I went over to market , bought the stuffs& cake for her.. how touching she got, aww~ lol.






























What an unexpected, or rather, fated occasion. It was four years ago eversince we last met..

:

Dining half way through, someone ran in happily, wondererd who was it. Surprisingly was our previous previous previous maid. Guess she was the 2nd we had.. It was 4 years ago, I was fourteen then. How much we grew, she sees it all.. Glad that she still remember us and came to look for us on this pretty occasion=)




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Today is fullfilling..